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thinking for two :fear:

Thu May 12, 2005, 7:06 AM
it started about a week ago. my chest was feeling sore, and then i started feeling nauseous. my period was late by 42 days, and i started to worry. so after i took JP (my boyfriend who just moved in monday) to his work oreientation i choose to buy a pregnancy test. it had two test in it! First one came up posititive and i could feel everyting flashing in my mind. i kept wisihing it to change, for that second pink line to dissappear. but it wouldn't go!!!! so i htought maybe if i waited 24hours, it would be different. like maybe the test was faulty!! so the yesterday morning i took it agian after i took JP to work. it too showed up positive. i got scared. i don't konw what i supposed to do. i showed JP when he got off work. he said he'd take car eof me and the baby. but im 17..im not ready to be a mom.....im not ready to raise a child....i'm so scared i'll fail....so frightened i'll end up like my mother and my child as screwed up as me!! i dont knwo what to do!!! i can't tell my family; im giong to go to the doctors on the 23rd to find out for 100% msure. but im sure that a test wouldn't be falutly when positive..onlynegaive!! i hope things turn out okay

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Thanks for the Watch!!
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Hey..I am a fan of Laurell K Hamilton!!
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